my memory has really cost me tonight. forgot everyone was coming my house, should have gone to dxo or at least gone for fireworks with the gang. fuck la now im stuck staring at the screen cursing gravity for making my mucus drip incessantly and getting into sucha bitchy state im not even gambling.

im kind of looking forward to the time around june, when everyone will be wearing rj/hci/vj blazer+uniform and i'll be in tj's(= fun sia.

i want photos T-T