Wha-aaaat?

6 DAYS LEFT.
almost 5 lah like, woah. i can count on my fingers alreaadiiii la.

it's christmas and everything else together.

Fucking need some emo songs. am drinking way too much then I should now during the olevels. i have no appetite but still eat to try to fill the emptiness within. and that ive not really eaten the whole day. Need new bottles. as much as I know Im o................. you still bring me down. Why? i really really dont understand. or maybe i do have some inkling why. ive said too much here, swore not to be emo here anymore, anywhere. but it'll pass in a while la. dont waste my time.
i should really learn to hide my feelings. but when im feeling broody i have to think ma dont get too affected if i get all quiet i know it's unusual la. haha.
stupid typing like this really. but then again it hides the words from me.

two of the best photos from the Sarawak trip :::::::::D