Sunday, August 27, 2006
Dad, what causes wind?
Trees sneezing.
Really??
No. But the truth is more complicated.
The trees are really sneezing today.
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when the going got tough, i believed and stayed by you but no one told me it was the right thing to do? and when what i knew would happen did, i realised i had known what was going to happen. and so will i do the same next time? i suspect not. i guess it's a human instinct or whatever poo(shit looks vulgar-er than fuck)(to me), but after these few times, im going to tread carefully. not a big bang. nor a i-dont-know-why-im-staying-this-way-but-i-dont-know-what-else-to-do-so-what-the-heck. so show me. i dont want to show you anymore. i had enough.
it is a big part of the answer to why i pushed you away before anything happened. nothing had been certain, nothing had been sure. good, cos i want it to be over even before it have begun. i am the one having a heated argument with myself. i had decided to leave the word love in that sense until a few months later, and i have every intention to leave it that way but forgive the sporadic spurts of thoughts, they come from within
dont try to read from it. if you do, simply guess how many people i'm talking about. the correct answer gets an immense sense of satisfaction ha
i detest nights of boring and unfun dreams. puts me in a disoriented mood in the morning and i will forget to do the simpliest things. on the other hand, dreams like moon and benji fighting to prevent me from peeing is a good way to try and tape moon's laughter again. and get abs, of course. i love dreaming, both literally and metaphorically. there's so much to gain from it
and it's things like that that suddenly pop up that buoys me up and makes me happy. that was one of the highest praises i could get. (no im not gonna type it out) hehehehehehe but thank you although you probably wont see this.
whatever, whatever, whatever. i know this is supposed to be a semi-private blog and that my url is easypeasy to find and guess, so it might be goodbye suddenly. i used to think i was a bloody open person, but i used to think a lot of things too. i will only allow the feeling of my closest ones, or close ones reading my innermost thoughts because they know me best. better than the rest, or even myself?
Trees sneezing.
Really??
No. But the truth is more complicated.
The trees are really sneezing today.
--
when the going got tough, i believed and stayed by you but no one told me it was the right thing to do? and when what i knew would happen did, i realised i had known what was going to happen. and so will i do the same next time? i suspect not. i guess it's a human instinct or whatever poo(shit looks vulgar-er than fuck)(to me), but after these few times, im going to tread carefully. not a big bang. nor a i-dont-know-why-im-staying-this-way-but-i-dont-know-what-else-to-do-so-what-the-heck. so show me. i dont want to show you anymore. i had enough.
it is a big part of the answer to why i pushed you away before anything happened. nothing had been certain, nothing had been sure. good, cos i want it to be over even before it have begun. i am the one having a heated argument with myself. i had decided to leave the word love in that sense until a few months later, and i have every intention to leave it that way but forgive the sporadic spurts of thoughts, they come from within
dont try to read from it. if you do, simply guess how many people i'm talking about. the correct answer gets an immense sense of satisfaction ha
i detest nights of boring and unfun dreams. puts me in a disoriented mood in the morning and i will forget to do the simpliest things. on the other hand, dreams like moon and benji fighting to prevent me from peeing is a good way to try and tape moon's laughter again. and get abs, of course. i love dreaming, both literally and metaphorically. there's so much to gain from it
and it's things like that that suddenly pop up that buoys me up and makes me happy. that was one of the highest praises i could get. (no im not gonna type it out) hehehehehehe but thank you although you probably wont see this.
whatever, whatever, whatever. i know this is supposed to be a semi-private blog and that my url is easypeasy to find and guess, so it might be goodbye suddenly. i used to think i was a bloody open person, but i used to think a lot of things too. i will only allow the feeling of my closest ones, or close ones reading my innermost thoughts because they know me best. better than the rest, or even myself?
i know this has been seen 3461357 times but man it does crack me up. especially the very funny hahaha