i'm strangely drawn to my home these days~ sleeping alone in my parent's big room parallel on the bed. I really really hope I dont get sleeping paralysis even if i do please no hallucinations oh no i probably will stay stark awake for days

just got a phone call from aus, then when it ended my sis happily told my mum about my extra earholes and she immediately called right back. my sis was so highly entertained -.- i really really want to get another one should i get it before or after?

have been indulging in a little online shopping. bought one or two stuffs, which is incidentally all for my sis HAHA

i don't know whether i can trust this feeling again
time had passed, but it had remained
i may be healed but the scar remains
i really want to know more but i guess i dont know how to go on from here?
what i'm most afraid of is the same senario happening all over again~ when have i ever been this timid?
that was very uncharacteristic of me, so much so i'm feeling all disconcerted
can you take me, lead the way?
i'm about as sure as a cat eating cheese.
come what may
all i want is to stay myself and not blubber geese.

i think i'm having pms. post ones.