Damnit I just accidentally pulled my raw earring .. hurts.

Haha thanks to the most spontaneous (Ant: Happening or arising without apparent external cause; self-generated) person I know, me and moon pierced our ears yesterday before going to tuition. If it heals helluva fast enough, I'm going with ivsim to pierce another, then I'd be satisfied. (For now.) I dont think my first healed so fast, I cant stop twirling with the new one now. Cool.

That is, after praying my mum doesn't notice. Haha.

Emotions have been kind of down these few days. Happiness is a Warm Gun. Happiness is dangerous, I think. Too happy for too long makes you complacent, makes you be immersed in the happy bubble. You forget about the bad things. Then comes the bad things, tumble tumble. Then you sink right down to depression. Which is good. It makes life interesting. I have never agreed with people who want happiness forever - it's boring. To me, at least. I have weird taste, remember? I like characters in shows others don't, I like things others don't, I like looks people don't, and I have warped logic. Haha, I love me. Maybe I aint as weird as I think I am. (Sadly) Yes you can guess with the capitalized words and such I'm in a funny mood.

Anyway, for an update of my life (Not that you guys need one Hehe), I've been trying to overcome my guilt by staying home these few days. The holidays are already half gone, for goodness sake! I'm hardly halfway through my homework, and Ben tells me to start revision soon on Friendster. Fabulous, yeah? I can't believe how little I can do at home. I take two days to finish a paper of emaths, and today I finished one question of ss sbq. Ironically, I do more in the days I do go out. Ha ha ha. Whatever. Tomorrow I vow to eat less and study more. Thanks to today, my stomach has reached a new size. (Ahahaha) Ant's mummy set up a mini party for us and ant and ivsim did good work while I read and took photos. (Oh yes I have too many photos to upload haha will send you two next time) But talked alot. Nice. (=

I have so many songs I want, so many I want to download. I'm afraid the police will come knocking at the doors soon. Hahaha. But I'm determined to make full use of the humongous I-dont-really-need-it size. I'm determined to make full use of my hard saved money. No more regrets.

On the issue of regret, I regret to say the thing I currently regret and am in agony about is my hair.

Yes, I know, I've whined and wailed to you guys (esp iv haha!) 3263457245 times about it. But I seriously cannot believe how stupid I was. I'd probably take two years to get some length. What was I thinking? Really? Long hair = layer? But I didn't count on the hairdresser cutting an ahlian wannabe i-hate-these-kinda-haircut haircut. Shouldn't I hate myself now? I'm a wannabe. I have the haircut I've been critisizing on the grounds I dont have that type of haircut.

Oh, joy.

I'm waiting for it to grow out. It'll probably look very much better when my fringe grows to my eyebrows. The spikey ones would probably also give in to gravity by then.
Shall not forget to massage my scalp every day.

Ant has just gone offline again. Give up on the 268994kb file.
Havent stayed up for some time. Scared of pimples, la. Have been trying to be disciplined and sleep only 8 hrs a day.
I want karate every day.
Tomorrow is weekend so I dowan go out - why go out on weekends when we can on weekdays? No crowds baby who doesn't want that :D:D:D So see you monday, bf/gf from 060606^^ I confess I'm itching for some shopping so tomorrow's the only day to atone for my sins. Sunday is er, taken. Hehe.

More songs, more songs. Both old and new. Venturing into new artists.
What can ever replace music?

World Cup?

I love you all.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥