suddenly i'm being down and moody again now

roarr i feel like biting everyone around hard
punching the hell out of a beanbag
running so hard my breath hurts
playing the piano so hard my ears hurt
jumping till i lose my senses
playing drums -not that i know how to- till it rings all around
watch movies so gory and so horrific it tinges my spine and grabs my heart
taking so many multishots it fills up the memory
hugging so hard i dont ever wna let go
kicking till my feet turns red
screaming till my voice breaks and again
pulling till the string snaps and snaps and snaps

squeeze the pain out of my heart
leave it clean and new
vacuum the squeeze in it
leave it empty for me to fill

all because of a missing photo. i knew it was gna be gone anyway. was surprised it stayed that long alrdy. bah.
^$*%(&%&*)^*^&(^(T&^*)&@$%^@#
So.