I'm beginning to hurt (: I suppose it's a good thing. Haha. Been feeling worser than ever maybe because there's no one to pei me. With family in hk, worse cos I have to have a even bigger mask. I don't know maybe it's pms but yes I'm not feeling all that good now.

More than a week. Haven't cleared my inbox for a few days now. Used to clear every day. I don't need my hp that much. It's kissing the table now. Don't care.

My heart's a tiny shrivelled wrinkly prune now and I feel it's tiny-ness.

I feel so lonely ):

Everyone reading this jus bear with me cos blogging is almost the only times I can feel saddest so no I'm no feeling emo every day there are better times so dont condemn me for blogging sad stuffs I need to let it out yeah

I missed you so
I miss you so
I'll miss you so

Fuck. Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck, Fuck
Get out of my mind now. You have no right to make me so weak. You have no power over me. You cannot dominate my thoughts every day, every time, every night, every morning, every bath, every what shit. You don't deserve it.

You have it all. You deserve it and you don't.

To moon: I think I don't want to forget him even if I want to.