You know.. principals who actually do give up on students who have so much hope, are so useless. Die, you vermins. Muahaha.

Thank me, philosopher mate. kidding lah

Actually after chatting with the P.M. (philosopher mate) I've forgotten what to blog. Hmmm. Gimme a while.

Anyway.
I shld have been there, uncomplaining. I shld have stayed constant, strong. Been there even if you didn't have time for me. Be there again when you weren't so busy. Just, there, comforting, soft, hidden but still always there. There when you need me and there when you didn't. I shld have been more selfless..?

You know, I've realised no matter what. The people I love, no matter family, friends, dummy. Once, you know the feelings are there, they'll stay no matter what lah. Whatever evil things they do, whatever about them I find out I don't like, whatever disgusting things they do, the feelings never change. Yeah that came about stoning in lessons after sniffing out great big dangling blobs of sticky green mucus out of my nose. Hee that was detailed for a reason teeheehee.

So yes you're a hundred marks and always will be plus those bonus smile for grins.
There, sealed.

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But you know why I was reluctant to agree to your plan? Because I knew I'd break it.. so I didn't want to break my promise. Like you did
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I've kind of thought out what I'd probably do in the future. Which so totally coincides with the horoscope in Life! today yes I love horoscopes don't you know? :D Yes yes make a guess! Haha I'd probably do something in the art sector yeah, like writing, designing, ideas-wise things, photography, music et cetera something that allows me to express myself, and something to use my so imagination and to release my feelings yes I'll go crazy if I'm all cooped inside so until now I'm in wonder how moon is able to keep everything to herself haha but yes it's her and I'm me(: and we're still telepathy mates haha where did that come out from never mind. & I realise I always type run on sentences ms lim will have a fit here haha it's nice to type like that and I'm such a irresponsible english rep okay fine.

Oh yes, that mentioned above excluding modeling, which I have to try out.

So sometimes I'm thinking what's the use of studying all this stuff though I think they're all okay but I'm afraid I'll lose the motivation to work hard for them. Beside elit and english haha and well maths I like it yes. I realised there's so much more to twelth night, I've rly better start bucking up after moon's prep talk todayyyy

I'm addicted to blogging because I miss it after a day.
It's a source to release my feelings yeah.

shinn: Actually I wasn't being sarcastic haha but rly it's a shock lah. Yes thank you very much for your concern (:
OWJ: Why am I beetle. Me am porcupine. Aha. Okay don't marry but have children with her HAHA
ivsim: Enjoy your day of peace while you can. I'll come back to haunt you. Bwahahahahaaaa
ant: See lah, no photo. ^*#@&!*@
OWJ: Yes, soon(kuey), soon(kuey).
penq: No it's part of a song actually haha but I do love sad songs :DD miss you too I'm replying your letter!

(I kind of forgot what to blog again so replies to tags so I won't flood my board. )

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I'm still afraid, I guess I'll always be afraid:
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