I told ant I'd ablog about ... jus now, but now I just don't have the mood. I love the song 她和他的故事, fell in love with it the first hearing(:

I don't want it to affect me so bloody much, but I know it will. Maybe I'll jus let things go their own way, dammit. No matter how I try it's still the same, what. Got use meh. Time and time again, it repeats and it's always the bloody same thing. I feel like talking like Dava, with damn and bloody in every sentence haha nvm. I'm getting more worked up/warmed up(:

Don't wna harp on it le lah. Ytd it alrdy like sai. Bad day+bad pms+plus that thing+no concern+lonely+thrown to one side I wonder if it's ignorance of jus the lack of concern & jus dont wna care about it all. ____ _____, bullshit. Thanks to wj so much for listening and letting me faxie and doing expensive blogging. You know you shld know mostly I'll feel lots better after I blog because blogging is a release of emotions so yeah.

Know what? I'm looking to more bad days ahead. Pms is overtaking me at times these days so yeah pls pardon me. I think I'll jus start working hard for common tests. I'm looking forward to studying (some subjects) ACTUALLY! But I mus start. Starting is the worst for me. I hardly have the motivation haha maths is fun. No elit and eng exams leh, 4 days ain't so bad isn't it (: I'm very lagging in vectors.

I'm jus so tired of always being lifted up then wham I'm thrown down to the pits and it's up and down everytime and sometimes I think whether it's jus worth it to be lifted up for a while to be down for a long time. Ignorance/Don't care? Blah I'm drained drained drained it's draining me exhausting me I'm so damn bloody fucking tired of this whole thing. Don't even know, don't even care, that's the saddest story of my life.

Thanks to sweetness from wj and chonglik, first who said he'd always be there and latter for giving me a online rose(lame but sweet lah) jus now. Unexpected gestures from guys because I know pple like ant iv moon will always be there, doesn't need to be spoken.

I'm rly happy for you! :D I will try to keep my mouth shut. And rly, you can always drive away any bad feelings anytime. You know what's a white lie? It's when pple tell the truth but not the whole truth. Well I told a white lie to you today, because I didn't know how to tell you. I dont want to be the person always making trouble.

Did you listen to More Than Words?














Sorry for the lack of Valentine's presents today because I was yes having a very bad day on mon and was heck caring about today and was surprised at the number of valentine's presents. Haha and I feel bad because it's the last year for us to give Valentine's Day presents leh! If I get bored of studying this weekend I'll bake cookies for you all okay? Haha Happy Valentine's Day!

And sorry to moon, iv and ant & myself for ponning guitar.