Was brushing my teeth and thinking jus now.
I do lots of things jus to prove pple wrong. And many of my actions are different from others.
Happy^^
Haha, not a thing to be proud of lah, but it's nobody's business but mine.
I hate pple to stereotype rp pple.

"Ahya, RP pple all clever de lah, no need study de lah,"
or
"Ahya, RP pple all hardworking, all finish sch go home study that kind, wont play play de, all nerds de lah,"
and the one i get and love/hate the most:
"Aiyoh, you RP one leh, how can so slack?!"

#%^@$%&@$^&@$%

I'll become slacker jus to show you all. Haha! But seriously, sometimes I realise I can be slack on purpose just to prove them wrong. So what if I'm in RP. MD has lots of pple cleverer and hardworking as us, it's jus that they dont wna take lit. I like elit. Is there sthng wrong with that? So what if I take 9 subs. It doesn't necessarily mean that I'm a hardworking dont-dare-to-break-rules a-model-student nerd. Nerd, scherd. (wj: isit schmerd or scherd?) I am not hardworking. I break rules. And I certainly ain't a model student. Yes, you might argue. This isn't right. People like ivie do not like the stereotype too but they dont bother about what others think about them. Well, I'm happy cos I'm living life as I want. It's not that I care about what others think. I don't. That's how I can act crazy like nobody's business, wear crazy things and still not care about others. They stare at me, I'll stare right back at them till they look away when I'm irritated. I didn't do so last time, but I got so irritated one day I developed that habit. Whaha! Oh, back. I jus hate it when people generalise!! I know sometimes I may stereotype too, but I hate being stereotyped as a nerd more.
For one thing, I dislike nerds. Disclaimer: I'm not stereotyping nerds. Oh, whatever.

See, they go sch. study. Go home. Study more. Sleep. Go school. Study. And so on, blah blah. Alright, they may go out once in a while. But this kind of lifestyle will DRIVE ME NUTS. God, life's not all about studying, okay. One in my class even sleeps at 8pm!! Like, er. Maybe that's why pple tend to stereotype RP pple huh. Maybe I wld if i weren't in RP. But now, I'm in RP and so I dislike anyone who stereotype us.
I
know I'm lucky. I'm not boasting or anything, but I admit most of my results come more from my brain than hardworking. No one in the right mind will call me hardworking. But my brain helps. We had this thing going on after exams. We divided pple into two categories. One who can get gd results more by being hardworking. That's pple like Ivie, Ant, Fizzi. The other, more by brains. That's pys, and me. Some pple like Sal and Moon are ambiguous and fall somewhere between. Or maybe I dont know Sal enough. Pys is, I proudly announce, as slack as me, sometimes even slacker but he can always be hardworking if he wants. His fabulous memory helps him man, he took a shorter time to study geog and he got a effing 39 for geog and I failed. *Sniff. Yes I have a non-existent memory. And I swear, it's disintergrating even further. But it has a VERY selective memory. I can rmb some impt stuff to me very easily. But geog, chi words, simple life stuff, pfffff. Haha fine. For the last option, I jus cant do it. Okay?? Tell me to do sthng later, I'll completely forget. Blah. There's hp reminders, so Haha to that. Okay were was I. Digressed so. Wahahaha. Okay. Im lucky to have a better than average brain albeit the memory part. So there.

And I break rules even for, I suspect, a different reason. My skirt is shorter cos I cant stand the swishing arnd my knees. So awkward!! I'm jus not that femine, and I suspect I'd probably not buy those floaty skirts arnd the kness if I can. Haha. My taste'll probably change lah. And I wear ankle socks cos I think I dont need high socks to make my fat calves look even fatter. Lalala. Oh anyway, the new CC socks, I told them that since they're so stupid looking, we shld continue and be stupid by pulling them way way up! Hahaha so nice right, but they gave me the -.- face. Whahaha. I know I show disrespect to certain teachers, and they're teacher I dont like so I dont respect them. See, makes perfect sense. I dont think they deserve respect what. So I dont show respect loh. Sue me.

But inside of me, there's still a little guai kia who compels me to do hw (actually I do cos I know I need to do in order to understand the subject but Im jus too unmotivated to do it. Okay, unmotivated may jus be a nice word to say lazy.) which i haven done. And sch starts tmr. My parents are under the impression that I've more or less done it. I told them to get them off my back. So irritating. They care so much about results, and I hate that. Blah to you. It's not fair to pin all your hopes on me jus because gor and jie dont have results as good as me. Wait till they succeed. Hmpf. They as competent as me. Cos im stupid and easy to bluff. HAHA that was irrelevant but true lah. They're having fun with me and bluffing me upside down on the issue of whether my cousin was the wrong baby exchanged at the hospital. I seriously dont know!! Argh. Oh my god I shall stop digressing. So as I was saying, I resolved to let the guai kia take over more of my mind next, I mean THIS year cos it's the OLVL year. It's time to stop proving others wrong and start proving myself right. Fuck the people who say, "you RP de, how can so slack?!" or "See lah, you RP de, of course must get gd results." I shall swallow my pride and work hard. Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.

But I still will have my share of fun and rebelliousness, watch me :D

Cause I'm not made for studying.. (singing)