Thanks so bloody much, you made my day, twin-in-last-life but sadly telepathy didn't reach me today because it couldn't reach me. [:

aftermath

And I'm so empty inside
It seems that after adding and reediting the last entry so many times
Pouring out (almost) all my feelings
Compressing my pain into a tighter ball
Then matter met anti-matter
All disappeared
To leave me one empty space in my chest
I look down, it looks the same
But inside, it feels different.
I am not happy, I am not sad either
The only two emotions since
Is when I met the guy I'd loved more than others
Except for my family and yc
And when moon's entry in plog
Touched me so much
You ask whether I can be happy
I answer I don't know, because I can't feel anything now
The fan's not on, I'm wearing a jacket
And I'm still cold;
Empty like never before.
Might as well we can't meet this week at all.