Rarrh. I miss dummy. Having withdrawal symptoms haha. Haven't rly felt the loneliness cos tues met him, wed got ride home and moon, but today when I left moon to take 12 the loneliness hit me lol. I'm used to walking that stretch of road with him, you see. Luckily the bus ride was miraculously short, half hour! God, I think I've nv reached home this fast on public transport. Haha. After tmr, I can sleep early and see him with ben on sat :D happy happy. S'okay, I know I'll get used to it. I have to anyway. Welcome to a year of lonely trips home. Hope that there wont be too much irritating guys like today. Blah.

Oh, happy 200 days,
Querida

Moon: Yes this whole entry is so dedicated to him, hope I dont sound too lovesick lol and I'm obsessed with "Querida" again. Guess why?