today was quite a fun day, half of fun and half of study,
only phy and chem got lessons, ms lim ate iv's babybiscuits (dont know what they're called haha) and mrs goh allowed us to do anything but playing the guitar lol but also can eat! i grew sick of the baby biscuits and so didnt eat lunch. haha. then was chi remedial! wasnt too bad, feeling sleepy not enough sleep. haha. still cant believe it's normal lessons alrdy. every teacher say start tmr. what a fabulous thing to look forward too. :

you aint in me no more,
but you still are.
sit in a circle,
have a little talk.
work/fail
it's worth a try.
so many if onlys,
if only i had taken the further step, you wldn't have given up. though you said it wasnt necessary, im still sorry.
although im used to it, it still leaves this slight twinge in my heart sometimes,
will i walk the path alone?
it's hard, hard, dont leave,
as the white spherical thing in the night sky says, it's running away, escaping
boo! there's the rubber band, faked
roundabouts, dizzy
perseverence
think think think and think, over the top
i know it's my fault, oh yes
stubborness mixed with pride
it'll stay that way, oh yes
do what you want, i dont give a damn
will 2005 end on this note,
end on these notes?
and you will fly,
and i wont be able to catch
lonelier than ever,
even when without you.

(dont jump into any conclusions, it's all my jumbled up thoughts.)