im feeling all gloomy and down and sentimental-y again.

i think that music made me like that. the power of music! ha, ha, ha. i think words have an immense power too. why do i have to wash both my hands no matter what? if i only wash one, the other will feel unclean. lol.

a few days, and it's back to normal life, the life of tests, tests and more tests, what the fuck we have arnd a week of relief after the eoys, how.. unfair is that. pls let me enjoy my precious few years, pls? the education system here is shit.

one more year.. no, less.

one more month, and i feel you'll fly out of my life. to your new life, to your well-deserved month break, though you dont wna stretch it and prefer to try for vjc. i rly do hope you get in,
good luck with your new life.

its oh so ironic that after prelims, it's the eoys and after the eoys, it's the o's, and after the o's, it's alrdy back to my normal sch life. there's no chance to rly celebrate, but im happy with any time spent with you i suppose. i realise i get gloomy when i realise it's soon for us to part. ha. how funny. but well. who has his/her wishes fulfilled everytime. i guess that's all. after your olevels, it's time for you to go crazy. i'll work hard for sec four.

ironic. everything, everything,

i have words that i aint gna let no one see.

i gta get back the money im owed. i still have to return anthea 20 bucks. turtle owes me 40 bucks. i have 62 bucks now. the class owes me 32 bucks. minus plus plus, it's 114 bucks for bdae presents and christmas presents. i have 50 bucks in store to pay back for the stolen thing. im in debt. when am i gna tell?

is this all i have after so many days of saving? im a splurger. ha. i save, and i splurge.

im awaiting end of year sale. then im gna get money from daddy and go shopping. im sick of my wardrobe. it's not fun at all. i wna explore. to dress like myself, to dress to how i want it.

i suddenly like black, white, limegreen and red very much. i still love all colours, ha

i shld go sleep now. or i'll be grumpy and crappy tmr. but im restless. i dont wna sleep. i dont. i wna

can we go iceskating again?

i cant figure out life.