i want to think. rly rly think.
think about what's happening; there's jus so much
ten more days. it goes by very very fast
it's jus next thurs!
and yet.. just two more days to doomsday
so funny, in the car ride home i kept telling my mum:
die le lah, die le lah, fail lah fail lah, don't wna care anymore, fail jiu fail
and she was all alarmed and was like, cannot liddat mus try your best!
hahaaa funny but i must do well, i must not give my parents a reason to nag,
or a reason for them to be suspicious of dummy,
or if they rly do found out abt him, they wld not blame him for my results
i must, i must
but where is the motivation, the self discipline?
all i wna do is to follow my heart,
and think of what i wna do, what i want, where this is leading, what is happening
and to what is happening to my dearest friends, both bad and good,
and what i jus wna do is to give my support to dummy too.
with the eoys, i haven been able to spend much time with him,
then it'll be his turn.
i think im gna cry on sat, i shld be feeling rather emotional now cos i feel like crying alrdy thinking about it
whee
it's just hard to imagine secondary life without mr fyc.
yeah, i shall repeat what i said to ant and them:
i am happiest when i walk out of school tgthr with dummy AND mushrooms;
it's the best i can ever wish for. my loved ones tgthr
next thurs! i was thinking this.. last mon. which isn't long ago
oh my. time flies,
and my revision is the dumps
i declare myself as one who studies best when the exam is tmr. and i complain there isn't time
goooood.
breathe in, breathe out.
here goes. buhbye.
and i realise im getting the results not for me, but for others,
but in the end i'll benefit.
jiayou everyone, need a hug or anything im here<333
i feel my brain spinning on its own axis
i cant help shaking off the feeling that sri lanka+ireland is coming out for sbq. oh, i hope not, it's my favourite chapt!
im tired, so tired,