Hospitals break Hearts.

anyway, the eoys are gone. and now i dont have the feeling of After Exams. HAHA. im glad today no need study cos a headache's on the way. i hope the aliens return me my brain after i sleep. the pea-to-bean sized brain i owned the past few days has given me some laughs. like write gall bladder as ball gladder. like brushing my teeth half an hour after i had alrdy done so (i think so, i still dont rmb) because i forgot. haha. still got? the bean sized brain doesn't rmb. but im sure there's more. hee hee.

hm. moon and bee had a fun time poking fun at us after the bio paper. hmmmpff. i went crazy in the morng because i didnt finishstudying bio. well, not rly. haha and the fact ant and bee totally ignored me! i shall talk to the wall next time. heh heh. elit was gone, gone, gone. though i didnt touch twelve night, and frankly didnt have much to write about, only confident bout the three mistaken identity incidents as it stated there, write three, and i did. hahaa.

then me and sal took bus to bugis. i was surprised we didnt get lost. the bus driver ignored sal. WHAHAHAA! so funny. hahaha. and i was superbly entertained by sal's mum's bf. and her dad's gf. whahaaa. saw many ugly stockings and socks. and sal's 'prostitutes' and the legs before the face. haaa. then met moon bee yb tl. went take shuttle bus to kk hospital. bought takopachi because i was so hungry and they were not. sooobbb.

was a bit apprehensive bah. cldn't imagine her thinner.
my heart teared a bit when i saw her. frail, weak, tired and sleeping. cldnt even rly talk.

and it Broke when her aunt fed her water thrgh the straw, and she kind of refused it. i thought of how badly i treated her, how i didnt wna talk to her, and seeing her so, weak, just broke me.

i cried.

i did try to control. cos i know i'll be scolded. haha. everyone did cry lah. iv. then sal. moon also got, dont deny, saw tears, but you controlled well, thank you for being the happy fruit for all of us(: minli i dont know, her eyes were kind of red. i nearly spurted mucus into sal's shoulder, but luckily my hand came out fast enough when i laughed. my hand was digusting after that, luckily got tap to wash lol

we spent the whole afternoon there. met a cute little boy called rayner who also got dengue but was well enough to be discharged today! he made friends with us at the play room and when we left, we all said bye and his guardian said: your friends ah? all so much bigger than you.. haha! and saw this absolutely cute toddler. and this tiny baby who also teared my heart more.

we went eat. the foodcourt tempted my various different tastebuds. but in the end only ate cold chengteng which left me shivering. before that bought chocs from 7-11! wished the one outside our sch was like that haha. oh ya, i've never eaten yong tau foo before. ALL OF THEM nearly spurted blood when they heard that. haha. iv say she wna bring me go eat. lol. then received news that

ks sat up. and ate. strawberries. haha it was funny how she only wanted strawberries. but she only ate two.
ms lam said her mum was happy because she's sitting up for the first time. i didnt rly dare to meet her eyes, to see her, i always hid behind someone. i somehow jus cant bring myself to be presented to her. the little note she wrote with her left hand brightened all of us up bah.

the tubes. that. are inserted into her wrist. and others, almost everyone i saw, sent shivers to me. rly.

i hope she gets well rly, rly soon. she's thin and fragile enough. she doesnt have enough blood to be taken away from her. she needs so much more energy than she's getting now.

Hospitals break Hearts.

i wan a crystal piano,